living a very peaceful life now
go to work then go home

but im not feeling very good about not talking
it's not that i don't want to talk
is i don't know what to talk about
then it slowly turns into talking is tiring
i have no idea of the world outside
after all i'm in an isolated area too
well well actually it's nothing much to complain about
i'm more fortunate than many out there

i realize:
i'm not up to age to watch spider lilies
i'm actually a very quiet person
i'm lonely too
i'm in a very well protected family
i'm not the youngest in that company
i'm a very funny person if you know me well
fish can actually fan pi?

i have nothing interesting to blog about